Currently is 11.45pm. Wednesday night. 22nd of October 2008. I'm currently very depressed. There'll be sometime in my life that i'll get depressed for small reasons. These few days, i was bothered by my future. Before this, i never really think about it but since i got a letter saying i'll be jobless starting this December and no guarantee my contract will continue next year, i start to get worried and get tensed.
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The problem is i don't know what i can do other than teaching. I've applied for HR, Management Trainee but i'm science based so it's not easy for me to look for these kind of job with a good pay. I wanted to apply for KPLI(Teaching course for graduates) but it's not easy to get it. Even Malays with good grades also took 3 years, means they applied for 3 times to get into that course.
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These problems might be small in other people eyes and can be easily solved but i don't find it that easy. I have to think of my family too. I couldn't just go anywhere to work. Remember there was an offer for me to work in Kajang but parents dowan to let me go.
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I feel totally tensed up and depressed. Hopefully it's just because of hormonal level changes in my body. And God please bless me with bright future.
Flying^cow
Love this pic at the 1st sight... This flying cow flies to look for it's dreams & hope... I hope one day, I'll be able to fly and find my freedom & dream too...
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Friday, October 17, 2008
Final Exam
Final Exam is here! But not my final exam! hahaha! It's the season for exam so it's the season for us, as teachers to mark papers. Bahasa Melayu and Maths papers i've already marked and now only left Science. I'm so happy with pri 3 maths as i taught among the worst class in pri 3 and a lot of them passed. Some of them even got B! I was so happy as they improved! Happy for them! I was 'forcing' them to do revision before exams like giving them lotsa exercise and it was useful after all! :)
3 Daffodil exam time
But sad to say, I'm so dissapointed with pri 5 BM result as they always talk in class and dowan to pay attention as if they already know everything. Some of them even said,'teacher, no need to teach la, we noe already'. We never said this kind of words to our teachers back to our time! They are overconfident! Now, in the best class, there are only 5 A's instead of last time more than 10 people! Hopefully after this lesson, they'll be able to be more humble and strive harder! Now i understand how teachers felt about us last time.... ...
4 more weeks of school then holiday! yeepie! :D
3 Daffodil exam time
But sad to say, I'm so dissapointed with pri 5 BM result as they always talk in class and dowan to pay attention as if they already know everything. Some of them even said,'teacher, no need to teach la, we noe already'. We never said this kind of words to our teachers back to our time! They are overconfident! Now, in the best class, there are only 5 A's instead of last time more than 10 people! Hopefully after this lesson, they'll be able to be more humble and strive harder! Now i understand how teachers felt about us last time.... ...
4 more weeks of school then holiday! yeepie! :D
Kimberly's birthday!
13th of October 2008
Went to Mid valley to meet with my dearest form 6 frens~ Eugenie and Kimberly and my cousin too. Due to some delay, i waited for them for around 2 hours but i had fun spending my time shopping around mid valley. :P We had our dinner at secret recipe and the food was great! Each of us even had a slice of secret recipe cake after the main course. We asked for a candle and sang bday song for Kim and enjoyed the cake and of cos we catch up a lot since it's been almost a year since we last met!
Kim, Me and Eugenie
Oh ya, in the end, after we paid the bills, Eugenie asked us to make a move and she walked kinda fast. We were like why? She said, secret recipe gave us free cakes! Because they din charge us for the cakes! haha!
Anyway, Happy birthday to my dearest Kimberly on 16th of October 2008! hugz hugz!
Many returns of the day!
God bless!
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Went to Mid valley to meet with my dearest form 6 frens~ Eugenie and Kimberly and my cousin too. Due to some delay, i waited for them for around 2 hours but i had fun spending my time shopping around mid valley. :P We had our dinner at secret recipe and the food was great! Each of us even had a slice of secret recipe cake after the main course. We asked for a candle and sang bday song for Kim and enjoyed the cake and of cos we catch up a lot since it's been almost a year since we last met!
Kim, Me and Eugenie
Oh ya, in the end, after we paid the bills, Eugenie asked us to make a move and she walked kinda fast. We were like why? She said, secret recipe gave us free cakes! Because they din charge us for the cakes! haha!
Anyway, Happy birthday to my dearest Kimberly on 16th of October 2008! hugz hugz!
Many returns of the day!
God bless!
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Blue and black
9th October 2008(thursday)
I fell down from the stairs!!! In the school, when i was coming down from the 3rd floor to the 2nd floor with kids' exercise books. So at the stairs, i couldn't reli see what's in front then i step wrongly at the stairs and fell down on my butt(more to my thigh la) and 'skate' down a few steps. It was so painful and embarassing! Luckily there was only a student coming up from the stairs. She helped me collect the books and asked me how was i. I was so embarassed so i said okay and limped back to the staff room. haih...
so this is the effect from the fall..
~painful~
I fell down from the stairs!!! In the school, when i was coming down from the 3rd floor to the 2nd floor with kids' exercise books. So at the stairs, i couldn't reli see what's in front then i step wrongly at the stairs and fell down on my butt(more to my thigh la) and 'skate' down a few steps. It was so painful and embarassing! Luckily there was only a student coming up from the stairs. She helped me collect the books and asked me how was i. I was so embarassed so i said okay and limped back to the staff room. haih...
so this is the effect from the fall..
~painful~
Monday, October 6, 2008
Back to work
~tired~
Sometimes it's not so good to have a long break. Made me kinda lazy and couldn't cope back to work. Can't imagine wad will happen after that nearly 2 months break.
~Zzzzz~
Sometimes it's not so good to have a long break. Made me kinda lazy and couldn't cope back to work. Can't imagine wad will happen after that nearly 2 months break.
~Zzzzz~
Friday, October 3, 2008
Journey to the North
1st of October 2008 (1st day of Hari Raya)
My parents and i started our journey to the north of peninsular Malaysia around 7am. Our first destination was Sitiawan, the place where we can find the most Foochows in West Malaysia. So firstly, we used the north south highway(NSE) til we reach Bidor toll around 9am. So just go along the Bidor town, we followed the Teluk Intan road sign, or the Pangkor Island road sign to continue our journey. At around 10am, we reached Teluk Intan and since parents never went to Teluk Intan, so we took few photos with the Menara Condong Teluk Intan(Leaning Tower of Teluk Intan).
After that, we head to sitiawan. After around 1 hour plus, we reach sitiawan and bought some of the foochow biscuits and hand-make noodles. For those who wanted to buy Foochow biscuits in Sitiawan, remember to look for 7 floors yellow building of courts mammoth bcos the shop is just behind the building or feel free to ask around the local people where's the 7 floors building(qi chen lou).
We went to Lumut too since it's only around 15 min away. We passed by Lumut jetty and there were a lot of people lining up to buy tickets to go over to Pangkor Island. It's so cheap now as u only need to pay RM10 to go and come back by using the ferry. After having our lunch in Lumut, we head to our 2nd destination, Ipoh.
Around 2 hours of journey, finally we reach Ipoh. My dearest partner who's a truly Ipoh resident bring us around and after settled my parents down at the Hotel, i get to go to her house at Menglembu to stay for a night. :)
2nd of October 2008
We took picture with the famous Menglembu groundnut and we also bought a lot of foods around Ipoh before we head back to KL.
The famous Menglembu Groundnut
Kellie's Castle
At night when we reach home in KL, we celebrated sis's birthday and ate the famous Kampar Bread Chicken where we dapao at Kampar when we were on our way back. Happy 28th birthday sis! Many returns of the day!
Oh ya, Alicia's mum gave me cute cute tortoise pau! They sell these during the temple celebration to welcome the 9th dragon god. Cute pau!
My parents and i started our journey to the north of peninsular Malaysia around 7am. Our first destination was Sitiawan, the place where we can find the most Foochows in West Malaysia. So firstly, we used the north south highway(NSE) til we reach Bidor toll around 9am. So just go along the Bidor town, we followed the Teluk Intan road sign, or the Pangkor Island road sign to continue our journey. At around 10am, we reached Teluk Intan and since parents never went to Teluk Intan, so we took few photos with the Menara Condong Teluk Intan(Leaning Tower of Teluk Intan).
After that, we head to sitiawan. After around 1 hour plus, we reach sitiawan and bought some of the foochow biscuits and hand-make noodles. For those who wanted to buy Foochow biscuits in Sitiawan, remember to look for 7 floors yellow building of courts mammoth bcos the shop is just behind the building or feel free to ask around the local people where's the 7 floors building(qi chen lou).
We went to Lumut too since it's only around 15 min away. We passed by Lumut jetty and there were a lot of people lining up to buy tickets to go over to Pangkor Island. It's so cheap now as u only need to pay RM10 to go and come back by using the ferry. After having our lunch in Lumut, we head to our 2nd destination, Ipoh.
Around 2 hours of journey, finally we reach Ipoh. My dearest partner who's a truly Ipoh resident bring us around and after settled my parents down at the Hotel, i get to go to her house at Menglembu to stay for a night. :)
2nd of October 2008
We took picture with the famous Menglembu groundnut and we also bought a lot of foods around Ipoh before we head back to KL.
The famous Menglembu Groundnut
Kellie's Castle
At night when we reach home in KL, we celebrated sis's birthday and ate the famous Kampar Bread Chicken where we dapao at Kampar when we were on our way back. Happy 28th birthday sis! Many returns of the day!
Oh ya, Alicia's mum gave me cute cute tortoise pau! They sell these during the temple celebration to welcome the 9th dragon god. Cute pau!
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