Dreams. . .

A Dream Is A Wish Your Heart Makes (English) from Cinderella

A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep

Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbow will come smiling thru
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
the dream that you wish will come true 

Although the life now is tough, 

even we think that we cannot cope with it, 

but do always remember our dreams,

to achieve our dreams,

we will need to get through these.

Once we get through these, 

rainbow will appear after rain,

and our dreams will definitely come true

one day...

Darling dear,

I know you, I walked with you once upon a dream,

I know you, the gleam in your eyes is so familiar a-gleam,

Yet I know it's true that visions are seldom all they seem,

But if I know you, I know what you do,

You'll love at once, the way you did once upon a dream. ^^

Once Upon a Dream - Sleeping Beauty

Movies movies movies :D

For the past four days in Penang, we watched 3 movies, to release our stress and to spend time together. ^^ First movie,  Mr and Mrs Gambler.

This is a comedy about a guy and a lady who really love gamble and how gamble linked two of them together and end up married and have kids. Quite a funny movie for you to laugh whole night. :)


Second movie, we've changed from comedy to HORROR! It's been a long long time since I watch horror movie in the cinema but this was a meaningful show but still it shocked me a few times. > < 

Second movie, The Woman in Black.

This story is not about Harry Potter even though you can see Daniel Radcliffe here! He has turned into a married lawyer with a 3 years old son. He is a lawyer who were being sent to a small village to deal with a will of a lady from an old mansion. The lady commit suicide because she lost her child and in the story she wanted all the children in the village to 'follow' her 'down'. Now I feel creepy...



Let us move on to the third movie. This is a sci-fi and action movie. Not bad ^^

John Carter

This story is about an adventurer named John Carter ended up in another planet and meet with aliens and the love of his life. :)

By the way, my bf and I went to 1st Avenue, Penang to watch this movie and that was the first time we watched in the beaniplex/ beanbag. :)

It only cost RM30 for a pair, means only RM15 per person! CHEAP! The usual couple seat I buy in KL were like RM 17-RM19 per person!

In the beaniplex, we can snuggle comfortably into the soft, cushy beanbag seats that come in pairs, for a cosy and relaxed viewing experience and I even slept in my bf's arm as it was too comfortable. :P

I didn't get to take photo but this is roughly how it looks like. :)




MORE NICE MOVIES COMING SOON IN THE NEXT FEW MONTHS! CAN'T WAIT ^^

Love is... ...

Love is not finding a hand that perfectly fits yours..
It's finding the one who is willing to hold your hand no matter how unfit it may be ♥

~ This is the best photo taken and I love it very very much! Thanks to my dear who candidly took this picture when we were walking by the seaside.

~ I had a blast spending time with my dear at Penang last week from 9th to 12th of March 2012. These are the photos from my fb album. :)
 https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10150611449953951.391601.502193950&type=3

~Looking forward in taking more meaningful photos in the time to come. <3

February~~ love season 爱 的 季节

幸福是什么？

幸福就是牵着一双想牵的手，一起走过繁华喧嚣，一起守候寂寞孤独；

就是陪着一个想陪的人，高兴时一起笑，伤悲时一起哭；

就是拥有一颗想拥有的心，重复无聊的日子不乏味，做着相同的事情不枯燥……

心中有爱就有幸福，幸福就在当初的承诺中，就在当下的践行中，就在今后的回忆里。

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This is a belated Valentine's post but better late than never. :P

This year's 14th of February was a weekday,Tuesday. No celebration for us on that day the least we can do is to chat through the phone. :)

On the 17th of February, he came straight away to me after finish working. Though by the time he reached was already 18th of February, but I was still very touched by his effort to meet me and to celebrate our very first Valentine.

On the 18th of February, we finally changed our digi prepaid plan to digi postpaid plan. I'm his supplementary line so free calls between the both of us. :D We had our lovely lunch at Times Square Shabu-Shabu. Our first steamboat together. I really had a great time together with him steamboat-ing. :) At night, we had a romantic night at Wangsa Walk TGV cinema watching The Wedding Diary ( 结婚那件事).

Recalling back from the time we started to get together, this is our 3rd movie. First was 小英雄大故事 and second was Alvin and the chipmunks. This paragraph is just letting me to drop down the movies we watched b4 so I can remember. :P

The most touching part of this celebration is the gift from him. He bought a 3D puzzle and used nearly 3 hours to make it into a swan. It was so beautiful and I love it so so much!

 I super duperly love this swan so much! Treasure it! :)

These are the gift I got for my love. :)

Our first time travel around in monorail. Lovely time!

~ 华华爱人， 好想永远牵着你的手，幸福道路一起走；好想亲亲你的脸，我们相伴到永远。:)  ~

My nightmare

Although the incident already passed over a year, and I found my new love, but 13th of February is already a nightmare to me.

It's been a year, but I can still remember vividly everything that happened. The actions being done, the words being poured, the non-stop tears rolling down on the cheeks. I can still feel as if the knife of words is still stabbing into my heart, breaking my heart into pieces. The no-turning back sentences lead me to dead end. My world turned from a colourful world into a stormy with lightning strikes.

All the loves, all the effort done in maintaining the relationships gone in the lightning strikes. I felt so abandoned. I felt that I am such a useless person. I felt that I am doing something that is not worth doing! I felt myself so stupid for getting myself into that type of relationship when my ex didn't think of me in the future!

难道我就是时常被遗弃的那一个？
难道我就要那样被人玩弄吗？
难道我就没有当一位女人的价值吗？
难道。。难道。。

Did you know I was hurt badly by you?
Did you know you made my Valentine's Eve a nightmare? a disaster?

But I want to thank you for pushing me away,
so I will be able to find my true lover,
but can you get out from my mind?
can you bring away the bad memories that happened?!

我感到很内疚，很内疚，
我已经有了爱人华华了，
我为何还会有这个心情呢？

好讨厌自己。。。

对不起，华华。。现在你就是我的一切，请原谅我放不下之前的阴影。。。给我多一点时间，我相信有一天，我能把这件事情淡忘了。。但恳求你给我时间。。爱你。。

Time really flies...

As I was still spending my time without doing anything fruitful, CNY is already over. My masters assignments deadline in a month time, everything seems to be rushing in after the CNY hols.
Anyway, let me recall back to the time before CNY.

a) my dear meeting my family~ 17/1/2012

Happily meeting my family members :)

 He even accompanied me to my besties Eugenie's wedding dinner. :D









b) Chinese New Year in Kuching, Sarawak(my birthplace)

playing with the real fire crackers!

very very long fire crackers! ~scary!~

air asia flight food~ quite nice right? thanks to the government for free air ticket to Sarawakian who works in 

West Malaysia. :P

c) Visit to Dong Zen Temple

The lighting there were awesome. The peacock behind me looks so magnificient! :)

d) Cameron Highland family trip

Love the flowers ^^

Hope I'll always be a sunflower that will always be so cheerful and strong! :)

~Signing off for now.....

天真无邪

人一出生，
本来都是一张白纸，
没有被污染的清洁白纸。

我觉得自己非常幸运，
能参与帮忙这些白纸，
让他们在健康的环境下，
学新知识，
学怎样与别人相处，
也学怎样独立。

虽然教一年级真的不容易，
身负重任的一年级老师的我们，
虽然在给与这些小朋友指示时真的很疲惫，
加上他们又不听话，
我们老师又喊又叫又教的。。。
真的要失声了。。。

但是，
看到这些天真无邪的小孩，
他们那些天使般的脸孔，
还有几个看到我
就抱抱的，
就牵手的，
还有说
我爱你的，
最开心的是说，
Cikgu Tiong, 我当你的朋友好吗？
我本来没耐性的心，
顿然缓和了下来。。

我希望，
虽然我第一年教一年级，
但我真的希望能够，
好好的教导，
这些小朋友们。 ^^

~~~~~~ 我的新小朋友~ Goh Xin Ru (1H)

谢谢你，darlinG :*

光阴似箭 ~ ~
回想起12月9日那天，
我们那时的心跳，
跳得非常的快，
还记得，
我让他等了我30分钟,
想回都觉得不好意思。。


过后，
热情的他，
就这样破了我们之间的冰(break the ice),
让他第一次牵了我的手，
我第一次就这样和男生牵手，
我活了26岁，第一次被男生牵手，
被人家听都觉得可笑吧~~

~~   我们在Wangsa Walk 的 Fullhouse 喝茶，并在wangsa walk看我们第一次的戏，还坐在couple seat。。^^








                               到times square 和low yat 逛逛~我们拍拖了~~ :D

~~狡猾的华华知道我非常怕过The Gardens的玻璃桥，还硬拉我过去，我当时真的很怕很怕，紧紧的贴着他~ ~






       


                                            带华华去吉隆坡大名鼎鼎的双峰塔 ^^ ~

~ A for Abby, J for Jac, We're inseparable! :*








过后，我上了槟岛，与他共度了我一生中最快乐的圣诞节！

    在Straits Quay 的我和他           

~ 好高兴可以去海边哦！感觉真的好浪漫！^^






                          ~ 过后我还第一次收到男生送花给我哦~~ 感激华华 :)








~在1st Avenue的我们还被误认为要结婚的情侣，一直推销结婚配套给我们，还送了我手中的气球花 ^^







~ ~ 圣诞节前夕，我们一起在Inti College 共度了富有神的存在的圣诞庆典。:)









~ ~ 在离开槟城之前，依依不舍的与华华送我的圣诞礼物拍照留念。








今天是一月九日，
刚好是我们俩的拍拖第一个月，
真的是我们很重要很重要的日子，
本来我想先和他亲口说的，
但是没有时间概念的我，
既然让他给抢先跟我说了，
但是我打从心里是非常的开心，
也非常的感动，
因为我知道他也知道这个日子对我们是多么的重要的。


Darling Hua Hua,
You're my first man of my life,
I know words and sentences couldn't express
how much I appreciate you,
how much I truly honour you,
But I do know that,
no matter what happens,
I will always be there for you,
like how you always do to be there for me.
I give you all my hearts,
as I know you'll give me yours too.
I pray to God that you'll be my first and my last man of my life,
and God will send angels to protect our relationship,
and remove all the obstacles in our way.


Happy 1st month anniversary my dear Hua Hua,
I hope we'll be able to celebrate more monthly anniversary in the months to come.


华华，我好希望，
我们能继续这样恩爱下去，
一直到永远，
希望我们也能每个月都能跟对方说，
" Happy Anniversary "


From: 永远爱你的 Darling Bibi Zai~~

让我们永远手牵手，心连心，永远互相照顾，互相谅解，互相扶持，一直到永远~ ~

Love can conquer everything

爱，在两位决定要长相思守的路上，是真的真的很重要的。

有爱，什么都行；

没有爱，就万万不能。 

有一句说的好，

将来会怎么样，未来是什么样，谁知道呢，

再怎么想也是想不透的，

也该坚定的决定下来了，

一旦决定，就坚定信心。

我本来因为一些挫折和障碍就想把这份爱让出去，

很感谢我的另一半的不离不弃，

而且在他百忙之中还浪费他宝贵的时间。

一直安慰我，安抚我，让我对我们之间更有信心。

我先前的想法真的很愚昧，

爱不是物品，不是说能施舍就能施舍的。。。

我很感谢上帝，

在我挣扎时，

通过圣经告诉了我们这一章。。。

 

“爱是坚忍的，仁慈的；有爱就不嫉妒，不自夸，不骄傲，不做卤莽的事，不私，不轻易动怒，不记住别人的过错，不喜欢不义，只喜爱真理。爱能包容一切，对一切有信心，对一切有盼望，能忍受一切。爱是永恒的。”--《新约.哥林多前书13:4-8》

 ⁴ Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. ⁵ It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. ⁶ Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. ⁷ It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. （1 Corinthians 13:4-7）

我们一定会互相扶持，互相勉励，一起为我们的未来好好面对现有的重重障碍。

我相信，我们的爱，一定可以胜任一切。
God bless us... :)

回首2011。。Recalling the year 2011... ...

2011 年是我一生中经历过最多最多事情的一年，

可能是第一年出来社会工作的关系，

所以经历的事情和平常求学时期时很不一样。

（未曝光就被判无期徒刑篇）

2011年初，

还记得是情人节前夕，

我第一次感觉到真正失恋的感觉，

之前中学的暧昧分分合合，

都比不起我这一段接近四年的感情来的痛。

虽然我们都知道我们的爱情都见不得光，

但是我们一直以来都很爱对方，

我们都很尽量争取时间，机会和对方见面。

我们在一起的时候，我感觉很开心，

感觉很幸福，多么希望就可以这样一辈子在一起。

但就这么一句，

I don't love you anymore.

再加上，

I can only treat you as a friend, a very good friend.

就这样，

接近四年的感情就画上句号。

也就这样，我又被别人抛弃了。。。

（事业被打击篇）

在学校上班，和我的组长，

因为一些因素，大家都闹得很不愉快。

在这事情，

我察觉到社会的丑陋，人与人之间的奸诈。

这是我平生第一次来，被人重重的出卖的一次，

当时我感觉人比鬼来的更恐怖！

我当时真的很想很想，就丢下辞职信。。。。

（走回轨道篇 Part 1）

虽然面对爱情的失败，又面对事业上的瓶颈，

但是我很感谢上帝，因为我身边有很多天使，

我的同事们，可能年纪相近的关系，大家都很谈得来。

在我的爱情和事业遇到阻碍时，他们都不离不弃，

一直支持我，并当我的聆听者，

让我度过了这些非常难过的时刻，非常谢谢你们。

2011尾端。。。

我自知自己天生都不是属于漂亮的女生，

一直以来的蜜蜂都是在我朋友身边绕，

我也知，我的较大型身形也不是普通男生能接受的，

所以当我姐姐（与我身形差不多）找到另一半时，

我感到无比的羡慕。。。

就在自己只能羡慕别人时，我自己开了另一个面子书户口，

起初，我对自己非常没有信心，所以随便放了另一个女子的照片，

但是到最后，有些男生主动来找我时，我觉得我不应该再欺骗他们，

所以放了真的照片，那时我知道一定有些男生会停止联络我的，

但是，也有些男生还继续联络我，那些男生让我觉得很意外。

其中有几位，给我的感觉还蛮不错的，我们便交换了电话，

但是最让我感动的还是他，那位为了我独自下来KL,

也是第一位男生，让我去到槟城，和他度过了最开心的圣诞节。

但是我和他做了一件不知算对还是不对的问题，

而且答案会在这几个星期分晓。。。

但是不管以后和他有没有得发展下去，

我都要衷心的感谢他，

让我感觉到被重视的感觉，

让我有幸福的感觉，

因为他真的让我越来越喜欢他了。。^^ 

2012年1月1日的到来，

让我们一起正面的面对，

我的‘未来’，在几个星期内就会知道，

但是不管怎样，

我相信，

只要积极的面对，就一定可以克服，

一起享受美好人生，，^^